quick reflection on being a "creater" in this niche corner of the internet last year, when my content was first being discovered it was one of the highest highs i've ever felt in my career ofc blast didn't exactly pan out the way anyone in the eco thought it would and from q4 2024 basically to q2 2025, i felt stuck, paralyzed, and like a failure across the board somewhere along the way i stopped trying (didn't really realize it at the time) this sent me down a spiral of not being productive and wasting time. some of the metrics i look at are obvi impressions, engagement rate, and looking at how x values content everything was at atl, a gud day was maybe 10k impressions? anyways, tldr just realized time is the most valuable thing we have, and its the one thing we can never get more of. so how do you want to spend your time? it took me a second to pick myself up again even when it feels like you can't, you definitely can. dream bigger, aim higher, and give it all you can. we all have it in us. just comes down to how bad you want it.