Every day can be your last I honestly live like this The thought that one day the news comes: ¨you have some terminal illness¨ ¨you are going to die¨ or you feel your life-force draining away or a few seconds before a massive stroke you feel it coming.......it must be totally unbearable to realize in that moment ¨goh...i actually never lived at all¨ Death is the final test of inner development: total surrender when it matters most or total fear and disappointment