In middle age, one should have a very resolute mindset: no explanations, no pleasing others, and love oneself generously. I am no longer interested in leaving a good impression on everyone; I neither refute the good nor the bad. I don't want to explain, and I'm too lazy to explain. How much you understand me is how much you get. The way you perceive me determines the kind of me you deserve. As for how you view me, it is irrelevant and unnecessary.